Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
About Varied / Artist 4vermine4United States Recent Activity
Deviant for 5 Years
Needs Core Membership
Statistics 8 Deviations 32 Comments 1,238 Pageviews

Newest Deviations

Scatter by 4vermine4 Scatter :icon4vermine4:4vermine4 0 0 Two Hearts by 4vermine4 Two Hearts :icon4vermine4:4vermine4 2 1 76 Eyes by 4vermine4 76 Eyes :icon4vermine4:4vermine4 1 0


Creepy Clown Halloween Makeup w/ Tutorial by KatieAlves Creepy Clown Halloween Makeup w/ Tutorial :iconkatiealves:KatieAlves 180 8 Moon Catcher by yuumei Moon Catcher :iconyuumei:yuumei 15,630 257 Dragon Pets Sale August 14 by DragonsAndBeasties Dragon Pets Sale August 14 :icondragonsandbeasties:DragonsAndBeasties 1,504 153 Doctor ten and Rose Tayler by AngeniaC Doctor ten and Rose Tayler :iconangeniac:AngeniaC 395 22 Feel and Conquer by yuumei Feel and Conquer :iconyuumei:yuumei 29,022 1,145 Black Light Ghost Makeup with Tutorial by KatieAlves Black Light Ghost Makeup with Tutorial :iconkatiealves:KatieAlves 726 40 Dragon Rats by DragonsAndBeasties Dragon Rats :icondragonsandbeasties:DragonsAndBeasties 4,464 397 Depression by DestinyBlue Depression :icondestinyblue:DestinyBlue 36,022 3,790 Doctor Who Black Light Makeup by KatieAlves Doctor Who Black Light Makeup :iconkatiealves:KatieAlves 4,261 234 Slytherin daughter by Chuchy5 Slytherin daughter :iconchuchy5:Chuchy5 154 35 Not Alone by DestinyBlue Not Alone :icondestinyblue:DestinyBlue 21,011 915 Twisted Princess: Merida by jeftoon01 Twisted Princess: Merida :iconjeftoon01:jeftoon01 9,250 424
To the kids
And here's one for the kids…
The ones that stay awake until they're completely insane with exhaustion, just to avoid the thoughts that creep up on them in the dark. To the ones who wear long sleeves and sweatshirts in the summer, because the scars refuse to fade. To the ones who fake a smile to avoid the questioning that will come along if they frown. To the kids who turn up the music to block out the pain. To the ones who have given up on life long ago, but are still living. Here's to the kids that cry in the dark to their favorite songs. And here's to the ones that know that the world will never understand that. Here's to those kids that wish that they had said no, because now their too far in to not say yes. And here's to those kids that did say no, and wish that they hadn't. Here's to the kids looking out for their parents, when it should be the other way around. To the ones who are raising their younger siblings because there's nobody else around to do so. To the kids that pu
:iconxxvampireprotectorxx:XxvampireprotectorxX 8 1
Pegasus Serenity by AngeniaC Pegasus Serenity :iconangeniac:AngeniaC 1,563 68 Bound in Darkness by MyLifeThroughTheLens Bound in Darkness :iconmylifethroughthelens:MyLifeThroughTheLens 970 35 frost.bite by maskqueraide frost.bite :iconmaskqueraide:maskqueraide 1,631 123


Welcome to the world of
"I need help but I'm too scared to ask for it."

Welcome to the palace of depression:
The place where those who have the key can't ever truly leave,
and those who know of it understand their inability to understand,
and the people who don't have it, call it 'nothing'

They don't see past the smile; the broken look just past the mask.
They dont hear the screams and pleas for help.
They don't understand the utter deafening thunderclap of silence
They dont understand how silence can drown a person.
They dont understand the voices that are loud enough to be heard, but quiet enough to seem unobtrusive.
They dont undertand how suddenly the utter pain of depression can grab a person;
everything could be perfect when suddenly it's like a switch is flipped and you just want to yell or cry or both
and most especially
these people dont understand the struggle it is to keep going,
to smile at everyone and say we're okay in a way that fools even our closest friends because we say it in the same way we tell ourselves every second of every day,

Depression isn't just a path to self harm and suicide and yada yada, anything can lead to that,
a man jumped off a building, his note? His reason?; he had a tooth ache.

depression is a nonstop battle, it strikes in the middle of a conversation and we have to keep the words flowing without anyone realising the complete pain that just gripped our hearts and removed the bottom of our stomaches.

Depression hits in the middle of a rare heart felt laugh, and we have to cover up the earth shattering sound of desperation that escapes with a "laugh induced cough "

Depression is in our heads
And our hearts
And our entire beings
Depression is

Don't ever
tell someone or let someone tell you



Artist | Varied
United States


Add a Comment:
SilverWolf915 Featured By Owner May 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you for the watch :huggle:
4vermine4 Featured By Owner May 14, 2013   General Artist
Your welcome!

deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing
LadyOfManyArtForms Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thankyou For The Watch :heart: :llama: :fella:
4vermine4 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2013   General Artist
Your welcome!
Thank you for the llama
x3misteryYuyux3 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
olla x'3~ Thank you so much 4 the watch~
4vermine4 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012   General Artist
:D your welcome
Tetiel Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks a ton for the watch! Oh, and I know it's incredibly late, but since nobody's done it yet... welcome to DA :D
4vermine4 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012   General Artist
No problem,

and thank you for the welcome
Vignar Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch ♥
4vermine4 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2012   General Artist
Your welcome
Add a Comment: